Beaux

It’s been a while since the last time i cried. I cried again recently. My sis and her kids left M’sia heading back to Houston last 18 July. Despite the promise she made both kak wa and i make, during our last outing at Dome KLCC, of not to cry, we cried. How can you not cry when you see the person most dearest to you leave. It’s just impossible. Especially when you spent every single minute with them while they were here.

I cried and sob in KLIA… on our way to my in-law’s in Sepang (had to spent a nite there as my hubby’s wish)…on the bed and even right now while i’m writing this. My hubby boleh plak tanya "sedih ke kakak dah pergi?". Of course la sedih, i said. Can you pls save up some money and send both mia and myself to Houston?, i added. We came back home the next day to an empty house. No more quarrel from the 2 girls, screaming and laughter from all of them. I slowly moved back all Mia’s clothes back to her room, which previously being occupied by her Bibi Yah and cousin Mikhail. And i slowly washed all their towels and bed sheets. Very sad!

Now after more than 2 weeks after their departure, i’m back to my old routine. Laundry, cook, clean and most of all taking care of Mia. I’ve started calling and sms’ing all my frens, which i felt guily for abandoning them. And best of all i’ve even met up with 2 of them, Farah and Azlea. Thank you sooooo much for your time to come over to my house!!! Thank you Farah for cooking the Macaroni Goreng. Sedap sgt! Really sad Rad and Sherry culd not make it though. Next time around perhaps. Till then ppl. End.