Beaux

Thank you Azlea and Shamni for your note. Mia is definitely feeling better now. Her fever cool off after 2 days. But she didn’t look sick though that time. Still active. Jumping and running here and there. Nasib baik now dia senang nak makan ubat. Unlike before, mmg susah sgt2 nak bagi dia ubat. Up to the point where both hubby and i kena pegang and paksa dia minum ubat. Now, just give her the syringe (i hope i got the spelling right) she’ll push the meds herself. Pastu cakap "nak lagi ubat". Dah addicted plak…..!

Other latest thing about her is that she has been eating well nowadays. The idea is to cook something that she likes which is soups. Tak kisah la apa jenis sup suma dia belasah. So i just simply cook a simple soup a day such as carrot with chicken, potatoes with brocolli or bunga kobis. So far ni ok la. She managed to eat them (with rice) for lunch and dinner. Pastu siap ada desert, mango puding, which i bought kat supermarket yg dlm packet tu ada small2 cups. She loves it! Kdg2 if i rasa malas nak bagi dia nasi so i just fry some fries and drummets, her 2nd fav foods. Pantang kalau nampak McD or KFC nyer logo she will say "nak fries, mommy, nak fries". Nampak sgt that my girl has been exposed to fast foods that much huh?!…. So now instead of giving her McD or KFC, i bought the frozen fries and drummets.

Besides giving her all her fav foods, the other reason why she has been eating well these days is because i have been cutting her milk. Now she only drinks 3 bottles per day. She’ll have one for bfast but only for abt 4 oz. Then another bottle of 6 oz after lunch for her nap time and lastly another 6 oz plus nestum after dinner. I really feel senang hati sgt bila tgk she has been eating so well. Rasa puas hati sgt2! Before this there was a lot of frustration coz after struggling to cook her the meal, she ended up eating for about 3-4 spoons only. Chet! Mmg sakit hati!

Till then…

My hubby had a day off this weekend. Right now he’s asleep with my baby girl so i’m having some "me" time for a while. We were supposed to go to a birthday party but had to cancel coz Mia is not feeling well. Had a slight fever. Last Friday, early in the morning (5am plus), she had her nose bleed. Ksian dia and i was so panic! Hubby was away at work pulak. I felt sooo guilty coz before i realised that her nose was bleeding she was feeling uneasy, turning here and there (luckily she was sleeping with me at that time) but i was just comforting her by tepuk2. Ngantuk la katakan. By the time i realised it was bleeding, it was all over the pillow and mattress already. Picked her up to the bathroom and washed all the blood that covered her mouth. Poor baby! But the bleeding didn’t just stop there so i put her back on the pillow and wiped it off with some tissues and called hubby at the same time. To my surprise, he was quite calm. He said "badan dia panas tu so takde apa2" and i said " it’s windy here so she culdn’t be hot" (dgn suara yg panic and gabra to scare him) in which he replied "ok la lps subuh i balik". But after few minutes when Mia dozed off, which makes me calmer, i realised hubby culd be right. It’s not hot as in the environment or the surroundings but mabbe panas dlm badan. Hubby called back again just before subuh prayer and asked her condition and i said it’s ok the bleeding has stopped so nothing to be worry about and that he’s not to rush back home.

Last nite, being paranoid of last nite’s incident, the moment she was feeling uneasy, turning here and there, i rushed to the bathroom, armed with a small wet towel i wet her head (that’s was hubby’s instruction if it’s to happen again). Then i forced her to drink some plain water to cool her body. It worked. I promise myself that i will not tidur pengsan next time.